Instead of focusing on the negative, I'm going to focus on the positive. The first step to getting what you want is to visualize it, so here goes.
Below is a list of what I want and I'm not going include what I have and haven't done, barriers, challenges, details or negative thoughts that go with each.
What I want:
1. Sell my old house. Get rid of that financial obligation. Heck get rid of all debt.
2. Have a family.
3. More time with Husband.
4. A job that lets me use my artistic ability and no personnel management.
5. More afternoons in the park with Husband and eventually children.
I'm putting it out there into the universe. In the past that's worked so let's see if it does again.